Being present with your desire

Posted on August 1, 2011
Filed Under identity, mystical journeys | 4 Comments

One of the books I’m currently reading is Undefended Love (Affiliate link) and within that book they discuss the importance of being present with something you think you need and learning how to work with it so that eventually it moves from a need to a want and then to a desire and then to a preference. It’s something I’ve been working with lately as I continue to do a lot of internal work and dissolution around different issues.

I’ve found this to sequence to be a good model that explains how something that was a need can turn into something you want, but don’t need. When we can learn to recognize that a need doesn’t define us, it no longer is a need. When you need something it defines you, but if you want something, you know you don’t necessarily have to have it. And as you continue in this process of dissolution you can eventually step away from any labels you’d previously been attached to this.

This practice can also apply to labeling yourself with dysfunctions. I’ve noticed that many people now label themselves by their dysfunctions and in the process define themselves by the dysfunction. They try to claim the dysfunction, but what they end up doing is “needing” the dysfunction. So instead of working with it, and trying to change it, they let it control their behavior. But it’s entirely possible to step away from the label and in the process examine the “need” for that label, and ask yourself why you need the label. You may even find that by doing this practice it can also help you begin to take steps to deal with the dysfunction in a manner that allows you to heal from it.

I’ve used this practice lately to examine some of the needs I haven’t previously questioned and its helped me recognize how many of those needs have been defined by dysfunctional and unhealthy behavior. This isn’t to say that there aren’t healthy reasons for wanting something, but if something is a need, chances are there is some unhealthy behaviors contributing to that sense of needing it. By examining why I need it, I’ve been able to focus on those unhealthy behaviors and start healing them through focused meditation. The sense of need has shifted to want, and in turn has allowed me to approach what it is I want from a place of conscious recognition about the value it brings to my life and where it fits in with everything else.

Book Review: Verbal Judo: The Gentle Art of Persuasion (affiliate link) by George Thompson and Jerry Jenkins

Verbal Judo is an excellent book that presents techniques that anyone can use to help defuse tense situations with language. It also helps you understand how to be a better communicator with people in general. I like the stories and examples the authors use to demonstrate the technique, because it shows how it can work and what to do to make it work. The book is broken into small chapters which makes for easy reading, but I recommend taking your time and trying out the techniques. It is a little slow at the start and the authors do a bit of ego stroking, but overall the book is good.

Four out of Five stars

Comments

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MikhaelBrown
MikhaelBrown like.author.displayName 1 Like

Very timely and important. Our needs enslave us to their wants and unfortunately needs lack compassion, understanding or even conscience. They are heartless mechanical devouring machines that will eat us alive or dead if we allow them. Freedom comes from letting go of all needs and coming to realize that even breathing is a choice we can freely choose. Then once chosen we can jump into it with complete abandon, fully present in the feel, the taste and smell of the air.

Magicexperiment
Magicexperiment moderator

@MikhaelBrown I don't know if needs are mechanical or heartless. I just think they are driven by wounds we've taken in our life. And when we can address those wounds, then those needs can start to change to wants and eventually become less than even that.

MikhaelBrown
MikhaelBrown like.author.displayName 1 Like

I feel that on the surface yes that is true. We can find and lick and heal our old wounds but, new ones often keep opening up. Healing old wounds and needs is nice for cleaning a staging area for rest and preparing for deeper work but ultimately we must ask ourselves what is that which is needy? And how do I work with that? Just my take on it. I certainly don’t have the answers.

Magicexperiment
Magicexperiment moderator

@MikhaelBrown I think as you dig down and work with the origins of the wounds, you not only find healing but also resolution to the neediness. That's just been my experience.