Hindsight

Posted on March 20, 2009
Filed Under liminal space, Magic, tarot, Taylor Ellwood | Leave a Comment

I was looking at one of my experimental journals, a written journal I keep, and saw it in a reading I did a year or more ago about a possible move to the East versus staying in Portland. I won’t say much about the East coast reading beyond noting that what the reading showed me certainly would’ve come true, which was apparent when the reading was done, but in hindsight is even more apparent now.

But looking at the reading for staying in PDX. The Death card was first…Transformation, recycling, going thorugh a cycle…yes that’s exactly what I’m experiencing in my life, followed by creativity, action, compassion, and breakthrough…All of which are elements in my life right now, both in the emptiness working and in my business pursuits. And why really mention it? Because it fascinates me to see how much my life has changed as a result of my choice, in what I would think of as really positive changes overall. I took the harder path, in some ways, a path where some alchemical rotting needed to occur in order to bring about inner alchemical changes…and is still occurring…hard when you face your demons in all their glory, but so rewardinging for the changes that can occur. One reading came true…the other could’ve too…but in hindsight, having experienced some of the journey for this reading I found…I’m where I need to be, to progress on my spiritual path. And looking at the reading over a year later, I am struck by how it spoke so well to not just the present then, but also the present manifesting now. It’s amazing what you can see and find in the patterns of yesterday which speaks to the weave of today.

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