Identity

Posted on August 29, 2010
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Last October, I switched the element I was working with from Emptiness to Time, or so I thought. And I have done some work with time and space and in fact would say the work I’ve done has been very integral to my life growth, but I realized recently that if I’ve really been working with an element this year, it’s actually identity.

Last October I felt like everything got cleared away, and it did…if not then, then in January with the divorce. And the last half year or so has involved rediscovering my identity, my space, and my time. And even though I have gotten involved with someone new and am happily exploring a relationship with her now, I still feel very focused on the discovery of my agreement with the universe, and what I really want my identity to embody in this life.

I’m also discovering what I don’t want in my agreement with the universe, and so as a result I’m looking carefully at my life and who and what I include in that life, as well what behaviors I’ll accept or won’t accept (both from myself and others). So I’ve realized that in a lot of ways identity has been my element this year, at least on a subtle level, because this year has been more about planting seeds of who I will become and also embracing the new circumstances than anything else.

And I think its magical, because magic isn’t something that happens at a prescribed time or in a prescribed way. Magic is about the mundane details as well as the spiritual, really about the integration of both…

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