That identity thing again: Being a report on my latest projects

Posted on August 5, 2008
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I’ve been saying for a while now that a lot of my work in magic focuses on identity. I haven’t gone into a lot of detail, but that’s because the pieces are getting sorted out and catalogued in my mind and this takes a while. But I recently started reading Nature and the Human Soul by Bill Plotkin and he strikes on some stuff that I’ve hit on before in Multi-Media Magic about identity. In MMM, I defined as the agreement between the person and the universe as to the person’s place in the universe. Plotkins takes it further when he says that a thing’s ultimate place is defined by the relationship the thing has with everything else. And I find myself agreeing with that…not just relationships with other people or even other animals, but the relationship a person has to the sense of self in those relationships, as well as to the place where s/he lives, to nature, to the plants, the air, the elements, etc.

When I think about the elemental work of the last few years, the effect it’s had on me, the effect it continues to have, I am struck by the realization that it and really all of my magical work has been a way of changing my identity, renegotiating the terms of the agreement with the universe so that my place is somewhere different from where it was, which is basically what I wrote about in this article. Reading Plotkin is a further confirmation that I’m on the right path with identity and it’s role in metaphysics. Of course I’ve gotten other confrimations in the books on psychology and neuroscience I’ve been reading, but I like it when I get confirmation from a different perspective and in fact reading Plotkin’s book is looking into a different perspective.

I’m also pleased because I’m nearly finished with the research of my identity project. I’ve been spending the last year reading and exploring this concept. I have a lot I’ll need to put together and I do need to go back and reread a few books I haven’t touched in a couple of years such as Wilson’s Prometheus Rising, but it is coming together. What will be particualrly fascinating is explaining the different between the concept of consciousness and identity, because there is a definite difference…as well as explaining how all of this relates to concepts of space/time magic and inner alchemy.

You know the love work has been an exploration and renegotiation of identity for me. It started out with the relevation that there was some definite problems in my understanding of love and how it manifested itself in my life, as well as how to express my desires…and it’s changed so much since then…and it is so fascinating to see this change in effect…not a change to get a material result or call up a demon/deity, but instead a very focused internal change that nonetheless shapes and changes how a person relates to everything he has connection to more profoundly than any sigilized result could…

Oh and I have several ideas of what my next elemental working will be…but I can’t share yet, cause I need a bit of time to see if that’s what I really need to work on, or if it’s just fanciful thinking.

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